iwanttogohome5

yikes i'm emabarrased, it's been so long but i dont care i saw a questionairre and wanted to do it!!

2005-02-26T20:41:00Z

Seven things in my room:
1- "orangina poster" Spanish picture---its awesome!!!
2- french poster...its' orange which means its cool!
3- clothes...everywhere!!
4- Pictures of everyone i love!!
5- fish!! (3 of them!)
6- computer that i want to kill
7- and furniture

Seven things to do before death:
1- go to college baby
2- get an awesome job
3- have a family!! (so that requires getting married)
4- travel aroudn the world
5- live in mexico!
6- sky dive
7- Carry out all the promises I made to my parents.

Top seven movies:
1- wedding date!!!! ohhh myyyy (drools...)
2- TOP GUn!!!!!!!!! HOTTTTTT
3- along came polly
4- coyote ugly
5- billy madison
6- nemo!
7- any ot her disney movies...haha i dont know

Top seven things you say most:
1- Hey!
2- howdy
3- stellar (when i'm at softball)
4- sorry
5- are you okay?
6- that's cool
7- i dont know (usually in math and physics)

Seven facts about you:
1- I moved here in 7th grade
2- I play the flute in sym. band
3- I have the best friends in the world and i love them so much!!
4- I also have the best boyfriend!
5- I want to be a spanish teacher
6- If i could be any nationality that i'm not it would probably be spanish or another spanish speaking one
7- i like to play sports and dance crazyily!!!

Seven things that make you sad or mad:
1- liars!!
2- Mrs. Clancy
3- getting bad grades when i tried!
4- spoiled brats
5- really self centered people
6- drunk drivers
7- high drivers

DO YOU:

Smoke?: heck no...it makes your teeth yellow
Read the newspaper?: only the sports section, but when i'm feeling quite intellectual i'll read a little more.
Pray?: every night
Gone skinny dipping?: no! maybe something i should put on that list to do before i die
Had a medical emergency?: i had a really high high fever one time...went to the ER but i lived
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: wanted to
Played strip poker?: no, but i'd win
Gotten beaten up?: no
Beaten someone up?: no
Been on stage?: yep
Slept outdoors?: yea
Pulled an all nighter?: oh my gosh no i'm always the first one asleep at sleepovers and such (example, turnabout)
If yes, what is your record?: ----
Ever made out with a stranger?: nope.
Been on radio/tv?: probably not
Been in a mosh-pit?: yep-spitalfield!
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: sure do, he's gay!
First kiss?: back in berwyn, on 26th and harvey
Pepsi or coke?: Coca Cola
Chocolate or vanilla?: chocolate.
Internet or phone?: it definitely depends...sometimes i like hearing the voice
Suicidal?: no
Stubborn?: sometimes
Open-minded?: yah i'd say i am pretty open minded
Arrogant?: hmmmmmmmmm i try not to be
Patient?: not really
Hyper?: yikes...sure am
Nice?: not as much as i should be
Happy?: yes i'm really happy
Shave your head for $1000?: lol yah, it would grow back and i would be practically rich!
Like candles?: ohhhh yahhh
Believe in love at first sight?: yah, but i'm a romantic! :)
Believe in forgiveness?: one of the most important things
Want to get married?: yeah!
Want to have kids?: yah, i'm not sure if i want a little or a lot though
Ever want to adopt kids?: I would if i was under certain circumstances

ABOUT YOU:

[three words that sum you up]: athletic, smart, hard on myself (i dont know the word for that)

[jewelry worn daily]: claddagh ring, and i used to wear my grandmother's opal until i broke the chain
[wallet]: i have a clutch that holds it all
[coffee]: eww gross
[shoes]: flip flops!!
[cologne/perfume]: tommy girl, bath and body
[clothing you have on]: jeans, cami sweater socks

—IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU...—

[cried]: almost!!! (only for stupid school though)
[bought something]: yah
[gotten sick]: nope
[sang]: sure did
[eaten]: yah
[been kissed]: yahhhhhh :)
[felt stupid]: yah
[wanted to tell someone you love them, but you didn't]: nope i told him!
[seen someone you have a crush on]: yahhhhh, when he was "en fuego" at his bball game
[had a serious talk]: not too serious
[missed someone]: Yea
[hugged someone]: no i dont think so
[argued with a parent(s)]: no lets keep it that way

—SOCIAL LIFE—

[best girl friend]: Elle, Judy, Nina
[best guy friend]: Scott (but i have lots of good guy friends)
[boyfriend/girlfriend]: Scott
[hobbies]: sports!!!! flute hanging out etc.
[car you drive]: Ford Escort baby
[would you rather be with friends or on a date]: i like to keep it equal
[job]: ughh lets not talk about this
[church]: every weekend
[like being around people]: yah

LAST PERSON WHO

. Slept in your bed: me
. Saw you cry: have no clue
. Made you cry: school
. You shared a drink with: i took a sip of sprite
. You went to the movies with: elle and nina
. You went to the mall with: English 3H class!!! TRY TO BE ON TIME FOR THE BUS
. Yelled at you: mom or dad

HAVE YOU EVER...

. Said "I Love You" and meant it?: yes
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no i get dejavu a lot if that counts
. Wish you were the opposite sex: yah only when i have to pee
. Had an imaginary friend: yes
. What book are you reading now: beloved
. Worst feeling in the world: you're not sure what's going to happen in the future
. What's under your bed: papers from probably 4 years ago
. Favorite sport to watch: baseball
. Siblings: one older sister and one older brother
. College plans: no clue
. Piercings/tattoos: ears
. Do you do drugs: ehhhh NO.
. Do you drink: nope.
. Who is your best friend: you asked this already
. What clothes do you sleep in: big shirt
. Where do you want to get married: beach or church...
. Who do you really hate: a certain teacher, and people who cut in line for study hall

STUFF

. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: no not love
. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: oh gosh yes
. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: yahhhh, athletic guys

. Song thats stick in your head a lot: just random tunes, not exactly a song

. Band(s): U2
. Color: ORANGE!!!!!!!

k you need to leave a message and DO THIS!!!

Good Morning!!!!!!!

2005-01-22T18:07:17Z

wow this is just a grand ol' day...because there is NOOOOOOOOOO BASKETBALL MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. actually, i like practice because i get to play. well not lately he wont even sub me in for people during scrimmage. wow. i feel like such a loser when i'm at basketball. but thats why i'm kind of happy to not be sad today. Mr. Nussbaum just hates me...i know it lol. whatever he can hate mei f he wants. I dont think i really helped that when he was holding Mrs. Papez' baby last night during the sophomore game and i went up to him and said "ohhh whats his name?" since the baby was dressed entirely in green, had no hair and stuff. and he replies "well HER name is kellyn" and i'm liek *DAMN IT* ( not out loud) but out of anger that i messed up...again. lol whatever it looked like a boy. she was pretty cute actually. So whatever. We won last night though! I was really proud of all the girls...and i say that like i didn't particiipate because i didn't lol. I'm going to have to think hard if i want to try out next year or not...i could just do winter running. That would be more excercise and he probably would hate me less if he didn't see me every day. hmmm...something to ponder. Maybe it's just because i'm THAT bad at basketball? I dont know...maybe i am. but i didn't think i was. Whatever i just really like the game when i get to play. I hate it when i get to watch

But its the weekend...and it's snowy, and everything is grand. We are making our last minute t/a plans rioght now and i'm SOOOOOO excited....

I will have pictures right away!!!!!!!!

okay...now i'm really happy!!

xoxo-jess

wowza

2005-01-18T23:36:21Z

Hey ya'll

I thought 10 days was long enough to keep you guys waiting to read my oh-so-interesting life.

Lots has happened too! (actually not really)

Lets go in an organized fashion...so we dont lose anyone.

Sports: Well the Raider Varsity Basketball Team lost their 4th in a row this past friday. Hopefully that will end TONIGHT against Glenbard East...and hopefully i'll get to play lol.

Family: Nothing interesting

Friends: ummmm lets see...i missed Judy lots over our long weekend, stitched some friendships up, went to a birthday party with neena bo beena, *happy bday to paige jackie and rose.* I guess boyfriends fall under this, so scott (and his little bro) bought me some fish!!! for helping them clean up their huuuuuuuuge lego mess....bought they bought me five very cute little fish. One died the very next day though... but yayy for wal mart fish :)

School: OMG finals are OVER. and this past weekend has been amaaaaaaaaaazing. no homework biytoches. an A in physics (i need to make sure i read that score sheet right) but a very unfortunate B in history. ohhhhh welll!!!

Here is my long weekend in a nutshell:

Friday: game

saturday: shop, hung out with scott

sunday: church, bday party

monday: practice, shot around with scott, got wings, hung out with elle!

tuesday! GETTING READY for school!! eek!!

talk to all of you later!!! xoxoxoxox jess

gotta go play glenbard east!

today is my half birthday

2005-01-08T06:25:01Z

Yep, it is true. The seventh day of January, 2005 is my 16 and 1/2 birthday. I know, AMAZING right? I can officially have more than one person in the car...i'm pumped! We lost again tonight. now we are 13-3. :( I really want to just kick everyone else's ass...and i want to contribute to it too! I really get sad when i never play...i feel like my hard work never pays off and it's really frustrating. Being dedicated to such a demanding sport like basketball is not really easy, and I feel like i'm never being rewarded. Do I suck that bad? I guess so. I dont mean to really make the mood so low, but it seems like everything is just going downhill lately. Basketball, School, Bridge Contest. lol. sorry, had to add it. School is just getting to be way too much, and I think a lot of people agree! I'm kind of looking forward to the end of the semester. 3 more semesters than no more high school! whoa! I'm looking forward to it, but i'm going to miss everyone so much. It's a long way away, i'm not going to worry about it now. But anyways yahh...school not so hott. Especially Math. I dont know what my problem is. I know i complain about Mrs. Clancy with every breath i take, but it's so hard not to. I really dislike her THAT much. lol, sorry. Well, i dont think it can get any worse...so it's got to be moving up soon! All i have to do is get through monday and finals! i can do it, i know i can...even if i fail all of them! :) Next weekend should be fun...i'm pumped...4 days, no hw! heaven!!! Sorry, i really needed to get all of that school frustration out...It's been in all week, and really getting to me especially today. Miss Bruesiwitz was talking to me a little bit and trying to cheer me up. I'm waarming up to her, and starting to like her a lot. shes a cool gal, maybe not the best teacher...but it is her first few years. I think she really cares, which i admire. I'm glad i got through today, I am doing pretty good at taking one day at a time, which is one of the best things i've learned this year. SO i'm happy bout that :)

xoxo, Jess

p.s. Does anyone have a cool questionaiire or survey i can fill out? i've been wanting to do one forever...okay i KNOW i'm a loser! haha

ohhhhhhhhhh boy

2005-01-02T05:13:46Z

Oh my, last night was very very fun! I had lots of people over. Everyone that was there was: Me, Scott, Elle, Dan, Brant, Brittany, Shan, Mark, Carla, Katie, Phil, and Brad. I think that was it...i might be having a brain fart or something, but lets hope not. We played games...such as DDR, twister, cranium, charades...taboo. Lots and Lots of stuff. We toasted at midnight. ate some food. Everything was really good. I also got a VERY good lesson (which i'm happy about) I dont know how to put pictures in, so sorry...you'll have to just imagine the fun :)

Today was a LOW key day. I woke up, read a little (still so behind oh well) went to lunch with scott, then came home. Alld ay i have been reading/working on the bridge with my dad. I dont know if that bridge could hold a toothpick lol, oh well-it's worth it. And it's good bonding time iwth my dad, which i love!

Well i better get going, no one is on to chat with...so i'll talk to you guys later! xoxo

Jess

I got bored, i know=i'm a LOSER

2004-12-31T18:08:43Z

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iwanttogohome5 @ 2004-12-31T00:52:00

2004-12-31T07:02:50Z

Ohhh boy, i'm just doing AMAZING with this whole updating thing!!! you better read it while i'm doing it though because i guarentee it's going DOWN THE WHOLE when school starts :)

Oh man i have been reading other people's lj's a little bit...some old entries...and WOW...its amazing what people have to say. I mean for real...i can't believe it. and the "comment conversations" that they have. It's so funny. but hey whatev i'm a loser for reading it...so what should i say lol

Lets see what have i done today. Oh reading. LOTS of it...but i ahve to finish my last 10 pages that i have set for today. ahhh i hate reading school books. Huck Finn isn't too bad...i just get easily distracted. Hopefully i get it done though! lots of other hw added on to that...ick

then wahte else. Well i had tp pick up the siblings a lot...which is annoying but whatev they pick me up all the time. gotta spread the love, ya know

Then i had bball pracice at 7...ICK for real. kind of a lot of running...i was tired let me tell you. Then i went over to the Clary's and our family played dominoes...awww how cute i know. but it was fun, i didn't come in last which is cool

I know a very short summary...but none of it was too exciting!! :-) talk to ya'll later!! have a good new years!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

i'm doing good updating!

2004-12-30T05:35:33Z

wow! i'm kind of proud of myself, to say the least. with updating and such. Today was kind of blahhhh, but it ended good, which is important. I woke up EARLy for bball practice, then after that i went STRAIT to my cousins to babysit...easy 40 dollas, which i LOVE. Then i had to go pick up my brother, then i had to SLEEP from the day's activities. But i did homework, both of my math assignments, and i'm proud of myself for that. Scott called me and brought me ice cream aafter work, what a guy, even my favorite flavor (chocolate peanut butter). He also communicated with my cat by some strange "MEOWS." My cat didn't respond, the look she gave him just said "talk to the hand, or paw" i guess. It was funny, but you're right, you had to be there. Okay time for sleeeeeeeeeeep!

p.s. please keep the people who were affected by the tsunami in your thoughts prayers! :(

:)

2004-12-29T05:55:49Z

Tonight was a really good night! I got to see my cousin, McKenzie, and i also hung out with a lot of my other family...which is always a ton of fun. what would i do without them? i dont know...

Then, me and scott went on a date! it was way cool and wayyyyy fun...we got coldstone, where we saw shan, then we went to the Glen to see a cheap flick...The Motorcycle Diaries...which i thought was a really good movie! Lots of spanish in it...All subtitles...good stuff :) then he drove me home and now i need to go on a date with huck finn :\ not so fun, let me tell you! Well i better get going...

xoxo-jess

i want to try something

2004-12-28T20:56:53Z

hello my computer is cool enough to change font now...i've officially entered the 21st century. hey, isn't that a real estate business? i dunno sounds familiar k bye for real now.

hmmmm......

2004-12-28T20:54:37Z

Well I definitely haven't updated in a long time...that is fo sho. but i guess now i better than not doing it at all. I had an awesome christmas...i hope everyone else did too! or...awesome *holiday* whichever your preference is. Ummm some cool things santa brought me................a COWBOY hat! or cowgirl... a digital camara! a claddagh (irish ring) lots of clothes...clutch purse...hmmm lots of cool stuff i was def. spoiled this year. but the coolest of them ALL was...he brought my FAMILY a brand new computer!!!!!!!! yeeeeeee-hawwwwwwww! it's soooo super cool too. it's black, flat screen...dell...yummy.

What did i Do? well just lots of way cool family stuff. my cousins, siblings, and i went bowling christmas night...awesome! i'm having a hard time with my game lately... i dont know why?

Super cool day was yesterday. even though i didn't feel too hott, i went shopping with my momma, aunt, cousin, sister. had to do many returns and stuff...i got a blue shirt and a cardigan that was supposed to be a total of $46 but it was actually only $28!!!!!!!!!!!!!! best feelin' EVERRRRRRRRRRRR ;)

Last night, i had a select few over. haha jk it was dan s' bday...hapy bday to him. scott fo sho ditched us to do homework? i dont know about that...school...*throws up* it's okay, i forgive him for his nerdiness!

well this is crazy long...so i better stop here! Paz-jess

holy cow!

2004-12-22T06:52:35Z

wow guys i really am sucking at updating eh??? well it satrted when i didn't have my computer for a really long time, but i got it back and i just haven't updated!! so much has happened!!!!!! School: IS THE WORST THING EVER! except i am totally digging winter break!! i'm procrastinating like no other though, just lik ei knew i would!!! the other day we had a friend christmas party, and it was a BLAST we got all dressed up and i had a good time. And scott asked me out! (and i said yes!) so that's what i've been REALLY excited about. he came over tongiht, and we wathced Old School...it just felt really right. and another REALLY exciting thing is My friend pati is coming over tomorrow night for a SLEEPOVER! i'm so happy i miss her lots, and it will be good to catch up. and another exciting thing is my bbal lteam is doing awesome!! 13-0 (KNOCK ON WOOD) but i'm really proud of them. i wish i got to play more, but i'm having a really good time just being on the team.
What else is new? well nothing really, just getting some last minutes shopping in...i'm a tad stressed on the money portion, but i'll be okay i think. It's time to go now, i'll try to stay more updated!!

xoxo-jess

iwanttogohome5 @ 2004-11-11T00:21:00

2004-11-11T06:14:10Z

Look guys, i hope it wasn't my journal that made everyone so pissed off. I just dont think drinking has to become part of changing or whatever. and on a personal note, i have tried it. its not like i'm making an arrogant opinion on something. i'm not going to hold it against anyone either. the life you have is yours to live and its not my business to be judging that...i was just saying how i feel. I'm really sorry if i made anyone mad, i feel really bad.

I just think its a decision everyone makes on their own, and i am suprised by some of the people that made it! that's it!! i have lots of friends that drink, and i dont hold it against them at all!! I just worry about hte stuff that can happen to them, and i don't like how their safety is not in my control.

~Jess

iwanttogohome5 @ 2004-11-09T16:17:00

2004-11-09T22:09:05Z

What happened to everyone?????????????? Everyone is changing on me!

THANKS TO THOSE OF YOU WHO DONT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lots of xo's to you

-jess

iwanttogohome5 @ 2004-11-07T01:02:00

2004-11-07T06:56:49Z

i just updated-but my whoel entry got erased!! argh!!!

this day was sooo long!!! i got up for bball, which started at SEVEN AM!! eeeeeek!!!

then i took a trip to peoria where we watched some awesome cross country...nice job everyone!! molly and boys :) 5 hours of driving, 300 miles, FULL tank of gas!!! ouchhhhhhhh and judy didn't help since she slept a lot!! haha

then i got home, and went to nina's, crazy night. but fun.

i have to go to bed!! i'm so tired!! love you's!!

xoxo-jess

SHOUT OUT TO...
*CINDY: BOYS SUCK ASS GIRL!!! NO WORRIES
*JUDY: THANKS FOR YOUR REPLY LAST POST! IT WAS SO SWEET! YOU'RE ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS!! I LOVE YOU!!

alr

eeek! haven't been good with updating

2004-11-05T22:41:15Z

Howdy ya'll!

I haven't updated in SOOO long!! eeeek!!!!! okay enough eek's :)

I have news! Yay, i made basketball! i keep sucking, but hopefully i'll get better. Lots of stuff has been happening!! Like, Bush got reelected :(. I'm really not so much against him, but i think this country could have used a change ya know? I really dont know that much about everything, i would have voted for kerry, but that is just me personally. I hate how pro-bush'ers are rubbing it into everyone's face and yelling 4MORE YEARS!! they look soooo stupid and are extremely annoying!! ***GEEEZ***

School is going okay, it rules having judy in lots of my classes, she keeps me awake, and is amusing, to say the least! PUMA AND ITALIAAAAAAA

speaking of her, her bday party RULED!!! we had so much fun and met many interesting people!!!
Halloween the following night was amusing as well. I was a school-girl britney spears, and my fellow trick or treaters included: paris hilton, j lo, mary kate olson, studios student, and gina manson. lol

Guys, everyone is giving into drinking. It's really really sad. and i know i've done it, so dont think i'm a hypocrit...but i dont do it anymore. cross country really put that stuff in perspective. i would have never exceled if i drank every weekend. and i would have not been successful, and so i'm just going to carry that through my junior year. i have lots of stuff to focus on...and i can't get in trouble. and now people have started or are going to start that i thought never would. :( makes me sad. i'm glad i found a diverse of people that are not into it and will keep me out of trouble. i dont really care if people drink, but dont get hurt!! i worry about those people so much but i guess its not in my powers to keep them safe ya know??

i'm really starting to miss the people i hung out with over the summer. i had so much fun with them, i wish it didn't go all downhill. now they've moved on, and have other friends. :( especially two of them. they made me laugh so hard. i guess its for the best though.

i've found out i have some pretty hard core friends though *cough cough* BOB. lol i dont know what i'd do without him.

lol me and my brother are singing "come on and get happy" lol i love him SOOOOOOOOO FREAKING MUCH!!!!!!

i hung out with elle mark dan brant and jenna for the first time ever last night! it was fun!

^^^^those people are some of the diversity i was talking about earlier...lol

I LOVE ELLE she's so funny and shares my love for sailors and military men haha top gun totally made us think of it. great movie

geez! long update! well i'll talk to everyone later!! xoxoxoxo

bleeeehh

2004-10-25T16:42:45Z

i had to switch my user picture because the other one was too ugly according to people who commented on itttt....sorry for hurting your eyes :(

i haven't updated in so long, mostly because of my gay computer which i think has a crapload of viruses on it, i wish it would just explode so i actually have PROOF that we need to get a new computer because my mom refuses to believe it. she also refuses to believe that curfew on a sunday night is 12! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

last night was an enjoyable night. dinner wasss sooooo yummy-happy birthday again, shan

Boston won too, yay!

you know that feeling where you really feel like someone hates you, and you're near them, and you can just feel their stares....AHHHHH i felt it last night at dinner, it's freaking me out

no one wants to explain it to me either, and i dont know what to do about it :-\

the referendum thing yesterday was soooo stupid. definite waste of time. "VOTE YES" was heard every 2 min and the funny thing was, prolly 95% of the people htere couldn't even vote??? what??? i dont know, people aren't as smart as they should be it seems....hahahahaha

today is Kevvy's first birthday! i'm so sad, why are they growing up so fast???!!! that means i'm getting older too....which i dont like. i want to STOP getting older. it's weird, i really feel like time is just running out, ya know?? it's creepy, but i wish i could just stop time, and just relax. and be with the people that i love, and know that nothing is changing and stuff. but i guess i just have to accept it, but a part of me refuses to

jealousy is so gay, and i need to accept that there REALLY is no need for it. yah, i need to accept that too. but all of me refuses to do that.

OH! have to update on saturday night. lol it was weird. zero gravity wasn't as cool as i thought it'd be. if my parents knew i was there, i would have stayed, but i was feeling guilty and stuff, and i just needed to get out of there. and a plus happened...i got to see tina, shannon, and amanda! (amanda stanko) i haven't seen amanda my sister is a really long time. strangely, she lives with me...weird

anyways, if i stay here, reading other people's away messages, i'm goign to get mad. wait-----already am so i need to go, and get going on homework

this is an away message i like:

Don't want to close my eyes
I don't want to fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you baby
And I don't want to miss a thing

this is such a sweet song :)

tonight was the epitome of "mother moodswings"

2004-10-18T03:34:27Z

okay, so maybe not the epitome. but i really dont like when mom's do that. it's so stuuuuupid. all day today my mom was so happy! and i was happy, and everyone was happy. and then, she got WEIRD. she got all upset and like frantic because the house was messy and i needed to do this and that and this and that and she yelled and ahhh! my head is spinning. but her frustration, led to my frustration, which led to a nice, clean room :) yay! i haven't talked about homecoming! and it's been over a week! i have pictures, i just need to figure out how to put them in here! i wish i could just copy/paste, but it doesn't seem to be working. anyways, homecoming was SO much fun. our group had a blast. me and scott decided to go to AHD (alternative homecoming dinner) and it was awesome! i really suggest gonig there next year, it felt good to really be helping people more than we know. the dance was great, the white dj did a good job. although i wish there were some more slow songs...i'm such a sap. :) afterwards we just hung out at maggies and had some post dance dancing which was fun. we all got tired out pretty quick though. i wish every night was homecoming! i miss it! :( scott just stopped by after work, he's such a good guy...i'm way to lucky to even know him! i hope you all had a great weekend!! 5 more days till the weekend! hah! xoxo-jess

I stole this questionairre from JUDAY!!

2004-10-17T00:35:48Z

Your full name:: Collins, Jessica Collins
Age:: 16
Height:: 5'6" and 3/4 damn right.
Natural hair colour:: light brown, dark blonde, whatever you wish
Eye colour:: one green, one blue
Number of siblings:: two
Glasses/contacts?:: only reading glasses, does that sound old?
Piercings:: 2
Tattoos:: ewwww no!
Braces?:: way back when

FAVOURITE
Colour:: orange
Band:: GSHS MARCHING RAIDERS! haha i'm totally j/k, i dont really know i like a ton
Song:: livin' on a prayer
Stuffed animal:: His name is teddy
Video game:: Mario Kart!
TV show:: Friends, same old same old. but i like laguna beach, but i never get to watch it :(
Movie:: Top Gun, but i'm also liking Man on Fire
Book:: all harry potters
Food:: i like pita bread lately
Game on a cell phone:: snake, is there any other?
CD cover:: i dont really know
Flower:: these ones my mom planted, any bright colored one!
Scent:: dog poo
Animal:: dolphins
Comic book:: don't read them
Cereal: cocoa puffs!
Website:: any store website...i like to browse online!
Cartoon:: hmmmm i dont know

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: la flauta
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: hell no-i wouldn't do that even if i had time!
Like to sing?:: yes i do
Have a job?:: noooo i need to get one
Have a cell phone?:: yup
Like to play sports?:: yes i do!
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: dont think so
Have a crush on someone?:: yes sirree
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: i wish
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: nope only 4
Have any special talents/skills?:: hmmm not really
Like school?:: when im doing good, oh wait= not even then. HELL NO! WHO DOES?

CAN YOU
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: nu uh
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: no
Speak any other languages?:: si si si!
Go a day without food?:: uhhh could you?
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: hell no, not even if i tried really hard
Read music, not just tabs?:: i can read music
Roll your tongue?:: with my fingers ... haha actually i can make that 3 leaf clover thing! what can I say, I'm irish! (judy's answer is the same as mine), but i can also roll it spanish style
Eat a whole pizza?:: yep

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yes sirree
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yah, i dont really get in that much trouble though
Gotten lost in your city?:: no, in a kohl's store one time though...tough beeing little
Seen a shooting star?:: many times
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: i wish
Had a serious surgery?:: nope
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no
Solved a rubiks cube?:: no-those things frustrate the heck out of me
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: many many times
Cried over a girl?:: yeah, friend drama **sigh**
Cried over a boy?:: oh god yah
Kissed a random stranger?:: no
Hugged a random stranger?:: probably
Been in a fist fight?:: no, always wanted to
Been arrested?:: no
Done drugs?:: no
Had alcohol?:: yes
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: nooooooo
Swore at your parents?:: i'm just starting to say "sucks"
Been to warped tour?:: no
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yes
Been in love?:: yep
Been close to love?:: yah
Been to a casino?:: yep
ran over an animal and killed it?:: yep, one of those chipmunk things
Broken a bone?:: no
Gotten stitches?:: nope i caused someone to get stitches though, we bumped heads, i got a bag of ice, he got 10 stiches
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: no, is that legal?
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: gross
Made homemade muffins?:: does the box count?
Bitten someone?:: ew no
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: disneyland with the band!
More than 5 times?:: nope, only once
Been to niagra falls?:: nope
Burped in someones face?:: no, burping is grossssss, but sometimes you just gotta do it
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yah

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: sometime last week...haha j/k, this mornin
saw a movie in theaters:: FRIDAY NIGHT LIGHTS, but i'm going again tonight
Read a book:: today! the last one was Man who killed the deer, haha.
Had a snow day:: I dunno, ask the bus company
Had a party:: yesterday!
Had a slumber party:: after homecoming we slept over, but the last major "slumber party" was when we watched movies ALL night on v-tines day!! fun stuff
Tripped in front of someone:: probably sometime today
Went to the grocery store:: yesterday
Got sick:: i've been sick i think. nothing serious htough
Cursed:: ohhhh just a couple mintes ago...stupid drivers

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: white
Lights on/lights off:: depends (wink,wink)
TV/movie:: i like both, i can't pick!
Car/truck:: Truck = hot cowboys, judy's right
Body spray/lotion:: lotion
Cash/check:: ca$h
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Paint/charcoal:: weeeirrrdoooo
Chinese food/mexican food:: depends on the mood
Summer/winter:: SUMMER!!!
Snow/rain:: depends, i know i can't make up my mind! i really like rain though
Fog/misty:: i dont have a preference
Rock/rap:: am i dancing, or singing loud in the car?
Meat/vegetarian:: meat
Boy/girl:: Boys
Chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate
Sprinkles/icing:: Icing. Yum Yum
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: French toast
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries are prettier
Ocean/swimming pool:: never swam in the ocean, i trust pools better
Hugs/kisses:: ohhh it depends again, sometimes you really just need a hug
Cookies/muffins:: cookies!!
p33n/bewbz:: p33n
Wallet/pocket:: pocket if i dont have a purse
Window/door:: sliding door
Emo/goth:: umm neither
Pink/purple:: PiNk, but i relaly like purple
Cat/dog:: kittens and puppies
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: long sleeves
Pants/shorts:: pants, but shorts when i work out
Winter break/spring break:: winter
Spring/autumn:: autumn, but spring is awesome
Clouds/clear sky: clear sky!!!
Moon/mars:: Moon

FRIENDSHIP
How many friends do you have?:: ummm a ton of non-close friends, but a few friends i can tell anything to
What are their names?:: probably whoever reads this
Do you have a best friend?:: scott
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: no i prefer random strangers on the street...
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: not anymore
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yah, not recently though.
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: a lot of stupid stuff
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yes i have
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: yes a lot a lot
What friend have you known the longest?:: ummmm Pati.
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: i spend a lot of time with a lot of different people
Do any of your friends drive?:: all, except judy of course, and people her age, haha, oh. wait. greg hahahaha
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no i dont know if i coudl taket hat
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: tooo many dumb things!

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP
Have you ever been in love?:: you already asked me, dummy!
If you have, with who?:: Cowboys, and someone else
Are you single?:: yes
Are you in a relationship?:: i hate this question
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: yeah
What is your idea of the best date?:: when they bring you ice cream after work and you just hang :)
What was your first kiss like?:: on the lips, but no tounge. on the corner of Harvey Avenue and 26th
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: nosey are we?

WORD ASSOCIATION
Slippers:: warm
Hat:: Cowboy
Hard:: it might hurt if you bump your head with it!
Free:: save money
Space:: out
Taste:: of chicago
Good charlotte:: bad music
Red:: color
Deep:: water
Heart:: attack
Cord: spinal
Cheese:: american
Rain:: wet
Work:: i need a damn job
Pedal:: car moving
Bed:: i wish i was there
Fluff:: cotton candy
Hardcore:: native spanishspeaking wannabe
Race:: xcountry
Knife:: kill
Jump:: high

SILLY STUFF
What is your favourite genre of music?:: country
What time is it now?:: dont know
What day is it?:: October 16,2004 (SWEETEST DAY)
Whens the last time you called someone?:: just now
How much money do you have right now?:: a lot i'd have more though if i had a job
Are you hungry?:: no
Whatcha doin?:: filling in a survey
Do you like parades?:: sure
Do you like the moon?:: yah
Have you ever had a picnic?:: sure have
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young? no, i really wanted one though
What about sock em boppers?:: no
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yah

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: i dont know
pretty?:: nah
sarcastic?:: yes
lazy?:: yes
hyper?:: a lot
friendly?:: yes
evil?:: i can definitely be
smart?:: yah, for the most part
strong?:: yes
talented?:: for the most part

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for - ride in them all the time
war:: undecided - its confusing...
canada:: for - "Bowling for Columbine" makes me wannna move to GOOD OL' CANADA
united states:: for - we rock.
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: against
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: for. oh wait, against.
britney spears:: she's an amazing artist, i admire her work so much
coffee:: for
pants:: against, its better to run around in your underwear

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: yah
Play strip poker?:: definitely
Run away?:: if i wanted
Curse at a teacher?:: no
Not take a shower for a week?:: ugh probably not
Ask someone out?:: no - thats the boys job
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yes
Go scuba diving?:: oh yah
Write a book?:: hmmm i'm kind of lazy
Become a rockstar?:: yah!
Have casual sex?:: uhhh i dont think so

LAST QUESTIONS
What shampoo do you use?:: thermasilk
What grade are you in?:: 11th - GO JUNIORS
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: yah
Or just make out?:: making out is a very fun thing, i think.
How many posters do you have in your room?:: umm i have one, it says "orangina"...it's a spanish poster, its sweet
How many cds do you have?:: i dont have one
What time is it now?:: dunno

i'm sorry i haven't updated in so long! i have lots to say!!!

homecoming, boys, etc.! ahhhhhh there's always so much to say...but i'll do it another time!

xoxo-jess

one down, three to go

2004-10-13T02:26:47Z

yahh my subject is about the week, i always count down to the weekend! english is kinda stressful! no me gusta nada!

so i went to the girl's volleyball game today, and sat by my favorite frosh BRIAN SMITH! he's awesome, sooo i suggest you meet him!

well i need to get back to work now...just had to talk about BS...so talk to you all later...

homecoming pics should be coming soon........

xoxo-jess

iwanttogohome5 @ 2004-10-11T10:23:00

2004-10-11T15:52:46Z

I can't believe i haven't updated since last week!!

There's been a ton of stuff that's going on, with homecoming and everything. I went to the nightly activity every single night last week...so I was pretty impressed with it! I thought I wouldn't have been able to go to hallway decorating because I had band that night, to practice for the show on friday, the midway through the practice, the lights went out! It was fun i liked it, and I got to help decorate which turned out to be awesome. Unfortunately we got crushed on friday night, but i love all the football boys the same. It's funny how you watch the game way more closely when someone you care about is playing. Not that i dont care about them all, I just dont really know any of them that well, ya know? That's okay though. That night molly came over and we just fell asleep to sweet home alabama. she ahd to be at practice early sat. mornin anyway. i decided to skip that because i had to be at my hair appointment at 10 45, which wouldn't have given me enough time. blah blah blah....

Then it took alllll day for the festivities and the dance to come. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!!! i was worried all week that something bad might happen, but i was determined to have fun, and i did! and i think everyone did, so i'm happy for that. We went to maggie's afterwards, and just hung, and did some crazy post-dance dancing, which was fun because it included pool sticks ;) haha jk. well actually i'm not.

Then yesterday was a pretty low key day, but still fun. i went running then went to scott's house and watched the saddest movie int he whole entire world!!!!! Man on Fire...i highly reccommend it. then i had to go to church and afterwars, me and judy got a group to go to friday night lights which was pretty good, although it wasn't what i expected it to be and i unfortunately found out that tim mcgraw has an extremely hairy chest, which ewwwwwwwwww. gina talked to some 20 something guy the whole time which was funny. she's crazy. i sat next to bryan miller and two seats away from Mark Tom! give it up! it was awesome, they are cool kids.

well i gots to go now, so i'll talk to ya'll later!!

hope you had a good weekend!!!!

xoxo-jess

what an embarrassing night

2004-10-05T03:39:42Z

Games Night Tonight!

I was so excited to go, now that i'm an upperclassmen, i figured we'd beat everyone. unfortunately, it wasn't our night

we kept getting points deducted and then my team lost the tug of war! to the sophomores! OH MY GOODNESS! i felt so ashamed. i've let everyone down, i'm relaly sorry :(

anyways, today was such a good day! i dont know why, maybe it was because it was pajama day and i was in pajamas. i can think that. anyways, i really have to go read all these packets and annotate them...ugh

i'll talk to ya'll tomorrow! PEACE OUT!

xoxo-jess

what a stuuuuupid sunday

2004-10-04T01:45:29Z

Today was so bad. I really hated it

Except for church. I love going to church for some reason. It is so calming to me. We got a new priest, father frank. He's pretty cool and funny so i like him. I feel bad that fr. Matew is gone because he was probably nice if i could ever understand him.

Then later on, after attempting some hw, my mom and i went shopping for jewelry for homecoming and i got somet that i relaly like, except it was expensive and i dont like that at all. I wish i had more money that i could help pay for stuff with. i really need a job, but there's no time.

It was nice to be in the mall, i like going places when i dont have time to think about other things. Everything is starting to get holidayish in the mall...which is crazy, but it makes me feel happy. I can't wait till holiday break.

I'm getting excited for homecoming. I can't wait to look half way decent for a change. hopefully i will! I'm also excited for the dinner. i hope more people go to that, i haven't really herad of anyone else thats going. oh well, at least someone will be there.

i'm excited for school tomorrow. i get to wear pj's...i wonder which ones i'll wear.

well i'm sorry this one was so short, i dont really have much to say, and the stuff i WANT to say i shouldn't ;)...so i guess i'll talk to ya later

~jess

my first journal entry

2004-10-03T06:25:50Z

sooooo this is my first journal entry. actually, i've had others...but now i have stuff to say in it...i think.

So Today was pretty crazy.

I had my meet today in downtown chicago. I did not do as good as i wanted to. But, now i can use that to run fast for conference. it's in two weeks...ahhh!!

I'm so honored to be on this team. The girls are all so nice, and i feel like i finally fit in a group of people, that have nothing against me. It's a good feeling. I wish cross country would go all day.

Except for a few people at school, i hate it. I just like talking to the people i sit bye. That is my update on school so far. :-\ I can't wait until this high school stuff is through. I feel bad wishing these days away, but i can't help it.

The good part of school is i'm getting to talk to a lot of people that i generally don't. There are some different people in my classes, which is awesome.

I can't wait to go home.

~Jess